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Edit: Looks as if fairly lots of people appear to be a bit confused right here. I could also be 17 however this isn’t my first time doing medicine, I’ve been doing this for fairly some time now, I have already got expertise with different stimulants akin to Ritalin, Adderall, Vyvanse, meth and many others
I’ve taken a number of different medicine too. I do know what I’m doing is “unhealthy for my mind” sure I do know, I do know I shouldn’t be doing it, I do know you instructed your self you had been superb whenever you had been my age and addicted. However I’m not you, I’ve been hooked on a number of issues earlier than and I’ve overcome these addictions, I barely do medicine anymore. I simply wanted one thing to check on which brings me to the title of the title
It’s named like that trigger different stimulants I’ve tried finding out on didn’t work out too properly for me as I bought too distracted on them, they had been too leisure imo.
Thanks for understanding.
I went kinda loopy scripting this all, I actually don’t anticipate anybody to learn this all, however for those who do take pleasure in it and inform me the way you preferred it!
I’ve had it laborious in class my complete life as a consequence of Autism and ADD that was undiagnosed for essentially the most a part of my life.
I all the time needed to struggle additional to make it so far as different youngsters had been, I might by no means focus, examine or perceive numerous stuff. At all times been behind. That I’ve made it this far with out having to redo a grade is sort of wonderful, and I’m proud that I did it.
Now I want one thing to check on, legal guidelines on Stimulants like Ritalin, vyvanse and such are laborious and the method to get them appears actually difficult, shopping for them illegally is dear.
Discovered 2FMA, and from studying up on it, it appears to do what traditional Lisdexamfetamine or Dexamphetamine does however higher for finding out because the Euphoria isn’t as robust with a cleaner excessive.
I’ve had previous experiences with each Ritalin and Adderall earlier than and the principle downside was the euphoria, I might reasonably do different stuff then to check trigger it saved distracting me.
My hopes for this drug is to have one thing I can use to check and catch up in class with 1 – three occasions per week.
Issues that will impact my report:
ADD, Autism, Despair, Nervousness, insomnia
Smoke nicotine all through it however not an excessive amount of, and in addition previous MDMA dependancy if that makes any distinction, possibly good to depart in right here.
Took round 25mg orally, time is 09:55am, I’ll have historical past class quickly and I am fairly behind on a couple of issues, hopefully
I’ll focus and atone for numerous issues.
My headspace is beginning to change somewhat, sounds are extra clear, my thoughts feels extra clear.
My physique feels a bit nicer, however no actual euphoria actually.
Thus far I am gaining power somewhat on the time, like a cup of coffe virtually.
Focus feels a bit higher however not tremendous noticeable, I really feel like I can multitask a lot simpler although.
Issues may look somewhat brighter(?)
I bought a little bit of cognitive euphoria, I really feel larger, focus is healthier and power however not by a LOT,
looks like whenever you get a particularly good evening of sleep and get up feeling nice.
My legs are fairly stressed and I can not cease shaking them, that is regular for me however to not this diploma.
The comeup anxiousness I had however did not understand I had til’ now could be gone and I really feel a lot calmer and higher, whereas
feeling energetic I additionally really feel tremendous calm and relaxed (On account of ADD probably?).
Standing up I noticed it is actually taking it is results.
Trying round feels a bit bizarre. Thus far this has actually good potential.
Mother known as and wanted some assist, walked over to their room and realized how good it feels to stroll, strolling
feels euphoric and superb, that is one thing I get on all stims, particularly Adderall the place I choose strolling
house over taking the bus (Takes round 2 hours to stroll house) even thought I bought issues with my ft that
has me in ache on a regular basis.
One impact I am not likely getting is heightened socialbility, I am very socially anxious, recognized with
Generalized Nervousness Dysfunction, and a low degree of Autism. On different Stims speaking feels a lot simpler the place
I can type phrases a lot simpler and makes me need to discuss with everybody, this has me possibly being a bit extra lively
on discord, though I’m developing. We’ll see if this modifications.
Will not be typing a lot til’ much more occurs as it has been 40 minutes and I’ve already typed rather a lot.
My historical past class has ended and now I’ve lunch, this is not apetite suppressing in any respect virtually, whereas I do not really feel
tremendous hungry precisely I really feel like I might nonetheless eat rather a lot, my power ranges are fairly excessive however not tremendous
pressured like Adderall, however a lot larger then caffeine. It is extraordinarily clear I might name it and feels
very pure in comparisson, my focus throughout class wasn’t the very best however higher then regular.
Some issues that had been fascinating I used to be tremendous centered on however I saved dropping focus to discord, social talents
are heightened by fairly a bit however not near Adderall, however a extremely snug quantity.
I get waves or small euphoria, they really feel kinda chilly however I do know I am not chilly, my palms additionally really feel very chilly.
However feeling at them they’re heat. I am not sweating however I really feel actually good.
My leg shaking has gone and I virtually really feel a bit drained but tremendous awake(ADD?) I really feel like I might sleep virtually
however I do know I can not.
Nicotine feels fairly euphoric and superb with this.
The urge to redose is fairly excessive, it is like that for all medicine I take, however I’ll hold the self management.
After lunch I’ve math, haven’t got numerous issues with math. I discover it fairly enjoyable at occasions and I do not
have any difficulties, though now once I’m at house I discover myself not doing math since there’s different issues
to do, so I often find yourself doing little or no and should atone for different clases.
So let’s have a look at if I can end up a complete web page on math and be totally concentrated.
For now I’ll attempt to eat, and take heed to music and discuss on discord.
Issues are definetly brigther, however completely different then Adderall, it has extra of a yellow/orange tint to it.
I’ll utterly flip off all distractions and expertise the complete focus of this drug.
As I am not the place I need to be precisely and I needs to be peeking or be very near the peek I redosed or round
~12.5mg give or take as I tousled splitting the opposite half in half.
Possibly the drugs aren’t as potent, possibly it is simply me, possibly it is speculated to be like this or it is cross-tolerance
from my previous MDMA dependancy(?)
I bought no clue, however we’ll see what good this redose does.
However other than that, I ended up solely consuming 2 easy sandwhiches with butter and cheese,
will in all probability eat extra later as I can eat extra, however haven’t got something I need to eat actually.
Music has an additional tone to it and my triplist sounds wonderful (I am going to depart the Spotify hyperlink on the backside
if anybody is , really poured my coronary heart out in selecting these songs :’) )
Additionally my social skill is not like adderall the place I can not cease speaking non cease, it is improved a bit however not
Tactile enchantment is fairly robust on this although, every thing feels higher, when turning on the TV to place
music on it felt just like the TV controller was greasy, I attempted cleansing it, cleansing my palms till I noticed
it wasn’t greasy, it simply felt like that.
As the opposite dose begins to kick in very slowly once more I am discovering myself zoning out a bit, we’ll see how a lot
this potanties the opposite. Onerous to vary what I felt earlier than and this one.
I nonetheless really feel fairly good.
Laying down feels extraordinarily enjoyable and good.
It is now been 41 minutes precisely since I redosed and I do not really feel lots completely different, my physique feels extra euphoric,
I really feel a strain on my head similair to different stims and my thoughts could be a bit clearer, I am gonna begin with the
math earlier than class so I can hopefully get into the focus state earlier than we begin.
I simply completed math class, and all I gotta say is. Holy fucking shit.
To start with it was kinda sluggish and laborious and I used to be slowly dropping hope, however it’s like someplace within the center a flip switched, now I’m really peeking.
My jaw is transferring, laborious to controll. Possibly the redose was a mistake however I really feel wonderful.
I bought the maths work completed sooner then anybody else, I believed I used to be behind however nope.
The Euphoria is barely there however I really feel wonderful, it feels A LOT like traditional Adderall at this level, I need to do extra college stuff, I need to discuss, need to stroll and do every thing.
However it feels tremendous pure, not remotely as pressured as Adderall feels.
Not for leisure however I very a lot choose this over adderall.
I’ll now proceed finding out different stuff I am behind at in class and can replace later. This drug is AMAZING.
I am already starting to come back down, it is bizarre the way it took so lengthy to truly come up and I am already coming down.
I suppose since I took fairly a excessive dosage the comedown goes to be worse then regular, however this in comparison with stims like Adderall
and Ritalin is nothing.
I nonetheless really feel awake, and fairly comfortable, extra social too then usually and my focus remains to be significantly better then regular and
I am gonna hold finding out, however the comedown feeling nonetheless jogs my memory numerous extra Ritalin then Adderall
(I’ve worse comedown on Ritalin however this comedown is healthier then each Ritalin and Adderall)
The place it looks like my coronary heart is dropping to my abdomen, and I really feel a bit worse then I did on the peek.
It looks like if I sticked to my authentic dosage or did much less this comedown would’ve been virtually 0.
I am not going to redose, I’ll trip this one out and prob take extra the subsequent week on a couple of college days,
I’ll hold my consumption round 1 – three occasions per week to maintain my tolerance comparatively low, and I can really feel that I might get
hooked on this substance as a consequence of my addictive character, however not practically as unhealthy on Adderall or Ritalin.
On these substances retaining myself from taking extra is sort of not possible, I do succedd however with numerous effort,
been training numerous self management currently too so this can be part of that.
I really feel just like the comedown results are slowly dissapearing, the unhealthy results. However nonetheless abandoning some stimulation and my
focus. That is wonderful, I am not “tweaking” as laborious as I simply was on the peek, I am beginning to really feel my regular tiredness
that I all the time really feel usually, my urge for food is coming again, the place as I do not simply FEEL like I can eat however I kinda do WANT to eat.
I’ll proceed finding out although whereas I can and save the consuming to later.
Additionally the kind of music I am listening to enormously results my temper, calm sluggish beats makes me really feel unhappy, whereas excessive tempo ones makes me
comfortable, so at the moment am listening to my Hardstyle playlist (Can even depart the hyperlink for this one additional down)
Because the comedown continues I am beginning to really feel an increasing number of regular, nonetheless getting a little bit of a comedown anxiousness however nothing too unhealthy
in any respect, my focus remains to be higher then regular, due I’m a bit extra unsocial as a result of comedown results making me a bit depressed.
Nothing too unhealthy although, nonetheless speaking rather a lot on discord, being lively on snap and such.
On Adderall and Ritalin comedown I might simply isolate myself in my mattress depressed not wanting or with the ability to do something.
Going to maintain finding out whereas I bought this focus left, I’ve gotten extra completed right this moment that I’ve in years or possibly even ever.
Additionally stil feeling each drained and energetic on the similar time, virtually like the sensation you’ve whenever you’re extraordinarily sleep disadvantaged,
which isn’t bizarre as I’ve overworked my mind rather a lot right this moment. Do not assume sleeping tonight utilizing my sleep treatment goes
to be a giant downside in any respect, we’ll see.
I’ve bought numerous work completed and I’d say it’s a really profitable day. I’ve virtually misplaced all the consequences at this level, my focus is principally again to regular, my ideas are usually not racing anymore, I’m feeling very clear headed although and calm.
Additionally am feeling very drained for overworking my mind this a lot, usually I might by no means be capable to get this a lot stuff completed.
Socially I’m worse reason for the comedown and the comedown is doing it’s half.
It’s a bit tougher then I learn it will be however not practically as laborious as different medicine as soon as once more like Ritalin and Adderall.
For the previous 2 hours I’ve additionally been battling numerous Abdomen pains that got here from me barely consuming something all through the day, I whipped up a smoothie and that just about solved it.
Solely factor left is to see how sleeping is tonight, will it’s laborious or straightforward?
I’m very drained so hopefully it received’t be too laborious.
I might now formally say it’s over, I really feel a tiny bit stimmy, a tiny bit tactile enhancement and I’m nonetheless taking part in round with my mouth and jaw a tiny bit however that’s simply the after results lingering.
I’ll write earlier than I fall asleep and tomorrow within the morning about how I really feel and write a total abstract.
I’m about to fall asleep, took my melatonin round 30 minutes in the past, I’m speculated to take it at 9 each evening, however felt so in poor health I believed I might puke if I took it.
It’s feeling higher then final time although and all I’m feeling now could be that my legs are nonetheless a tiny bit delicate and euphoric (Regular with all medicine, my legs are often the very first thing that will get euphoric and it lasts for a very long time)
Proper now I really feel drained however tremendous awake and conscious nonetheless, like a really excessive sleep deprivation.
Hopefully the melatonin will do it’s magic, and if not I’ll take 3mg extra and pray for the very best.
Subsequent time I’ll bear in mind to eat a light-weight meal beforehand and attempt to eat like I do usually. Or else my abdomen will harm once more which was NOT a nice feeling.
I cannot replace anymore now til’ tomorrow the place I’ll replace one final time, sort my closing ideas after which submit it.
Whereas I really feel very drained and sleep disadvantaged it’s tremendous laborious to sleep, I ought to’ve taken extra melatonin, in all probability too late at this level however I suppose I’ve no different selection.
Thought I might end up the report right here since all the consequences are utterly gone besides the truth that I can’t sleep, however somebody stated I ought to wait til’ tomorrow as an alternative when my thoughts is a bit clear they usually do have a degree. I’m gonna take 3mg Melatonin now and I’ll replace tomorrow.
I can already full myself going again to the outdated me, I’ve saved on pushing on ending this journey report.
I took 3mg extra melatonin and went onto discord to go a while, after round 40 minutes I made a decision that I bought to power myself to sleep as I had a take a look at early tomorrow and I didn’t need to be too drained, so I placed on NFs new album (Hearth btw) and earlier than I knew it I fell asleep, I slept fairly good, although it was solely round three hours I ended up feeling properly rested, I haven’t really feel a necessity or a lot of a pull to utilizing this substance once more right this moment like I do with another drug, and I believe I might steer clear of this simply.
A few of my abdomen pains can be nonetheless remaining however it’s significantly better and bearable, I had no downside consuming breakfast (Which I often by no means do) and shortly I’ll be consuming lunch.
2FMA is an incredible drug, and the potential it has for finding out is AMAZING.
I’ve by no means been this concentrated and bought a lot work completed in my life.
Now the come up was somewhat anxious, and comedown was worse than I believed it will be however actually good compared to Stimulants.
The stimulation felt very clear, virtually as for those who weren’t even on something.
The urge for food suppression and my abdomen pains wouldn’t be an issue if I simply would’ve remembered to eat.
I’d choose this over Adderall as I like this type of stimulation far more, solely factor being Adderall is extra euphoric and has an extended peek.
Now the peek of this drug is brief in comparison with another stimulants, however not a giant subject because the comedown isn’t as laborious and nonetheless doesn’t take away your focus, I saved finding out and had no downside concentrating HOURS after I began coming down.
Total, it’s an incredible drug and I’ll hold utilizing it sooner or later however safely with gaps in between because the tolerance builds quick I heard.
This was my first ever journey report, for those who preferred it, depart a remark and inform me if you’d like me to submit extra experiences sooner or later as I will likely be attempting much more Analysis Chemical substances.
I’m very lively within the r/medicine discord and you will discover me there too.